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Fangirl

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2013

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Part 2, Chapters 31-38Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Part 2, Chapter 31 Summary

Levi gets back from his parent’s house and asks Cath to come to his house to hang out. Cath is hesitant. When Levi is in her room, she sees the constant threat of Reagan walking in as a comfort. Levi asks whether her reticence to touch him is still because of trust; she says no. She wants to be more intimate with Levi but experiences hesitation.

Levi lives in a huge house with three floors and many roommates. Levi lives on the top floor in what used to be servants’ quarters. He asks about her family and is pleased to hear that she and Wren made up. When Cath jumps backward after Levi’s leg accidentally touches her, Levi asks why she is afraid to be alone with him. She lies and says she does not know, even though she knows she is afraid that she will not be able to stop if their intimacy escalates. She “[is] scared that she [isn’t] ready to be that person yet” (369). When he suggests she read fanfiction aloud to comfort herself, she apologizes for “failing” him.

In her story, Simon learns more about how Baz became a vampire. Baz promises that he will never hurt Simon, and Simon pledges to help him. The story ends when they kiss. Levi holds her against him and kisses her neck as she reads. Done reading, she no longer wants to be distracted from Levi. They kiss for a long time. Later, Levi tells her he is falling in love with her.

Part 2, Chapter 32 Summary

Wren becomes more fully integrated into Cath’s daily life. They have lunch and dinner together and hang out with Levi and Jandro a couple of times. Wren helps Cath work on the end of Carry On. Cath thinks she is going to make Baz sacrifice himself as the ultimate act of redemption, but Wren thinks that the best way to redeem his character from his treatment in the canon books is to give him a “well-lived” life. Cath thinks “happily ever after” is cheesy, but Wren thinks it’s noble and courageous. 

This prompts Cath to ask if Wren is in love, which she affirms before telling Cath that she thinks Cath is in love with Levi.

Part 2, Chapter 33 Summary

Cath lies to Piper and says she has been working on her project. When Piper asks her what she is writing about, she says she is writing about her mother. With Wren gone on the weekends, she spends more time with Levi in his room. Levi tells her he failed a test, and Cath worries that it is because he has been spending time with her rather than studying with Reagan or another friend.

Part 2, Chapter 34 Summary

Cath and Wren walk together to her dorm to work on Carry On. Nick is waiting outside. Reagan would not let him inside. Neither Wren nor Reagan know what Nick did to Cath, but they know something happened and she does not talk about him or hang out with him anymore. He says that “his” story got selected for the undergraduate literary journal, but Piper knows Cath wrote part of it. Levi arrives to meet her and Wren. Cath says Nick should just publish it by himself, but he says Piper will not allow it to run unless it is under both of their names.

Cath says no. Nick is angry and keeps insisting that he “can’t lose this” after also losing his teaching assistantship, which he also blames on Cath. Wren, Levi, and Reagan shuffle Cath inside.

Later, Cath and Levi make eggs for dinner. Levi has noticed that Cath never wants to hang out with both him and Wren at the same time. He thinks Cath is embarrassed by him, but she assures him she is not. She does not want him to realize he likes Wren more than her. He assures her that, while they are very similar, he recognizes their differences. He likes Wren, but he thinks she is “harder somehow.” He likes the way Cath pays attention and takes things in before acting. Cath cries and tells Levi she loves him.

Part 2, Chapter 35 Summary

Reagan asks if Cath wants to room together next year. Cath is comfortable enough with Levi to write Carry On with him in the room, and she writes prolifically to finish it before the last Simon Snow book is released. Every chapter gets tens of thousands of hits, and Wren has to take over replying to some of the comments.

One day, Wren asks if she can room with Cath next year. Cath tells her about rooming with Reagan again but asks Wren to move onto their floor.

Part 2, Chapter 36 Summary

Levi asks Cath how her fiction writing project is going. Cath confesses that she is not writing it because she wants to finish Carry On before the final book is released. Levi does not understand her self-imposed deadline. When Cath says she is not going to do her fiction project at all, Levi is in disbelief that she “could throw this class away twice” when he fights hard to pass his classes (420). Cath does not want to talk about her reasoning, and Levi leaves.

Cath cries, feeling foolish. When she leaves her room to get water, Levi is outside. He apologizes, but she agrees that she has been distant. He wants her to do what she needs to as long as she lets him be there for her.

Part 2, Chapter 37 Summary

Cath sleeps over at Levi’s and stays at his house to write while he goes to work. She begins to write her story for Piper based on her own experiences when her mother left.

Reagan, Levi, Cath, and Wren go to the final Simon Snow midnight book release. Cath is emotional that the series is officially “over,” but Wren says, “It’s never over…It’s Simon” (427).

In an excerpt from the final Simon Snow book, Simon discovers that the thing that fed the Insidious Humdrum was his own hunger for magic, which he has now let go of.

Part 2, Chapter 38 Summary

Cath has been reading the final Simon Snow book out loud to Levi. In the excerpt, Baz offers his help to Simon in his final battle. Following this is an excerpt from Cath’s final story, which won the underclassman literary journal prize.

Part 2, Chapters 31-38 Analysis

While the climax of Part 1 centered around Cath’s external conflicts with Nick and her father’s and sister’s health, the climax of Part 2 focuses on Cath’s internal conflict regarding her identity inside and outside of her fanfiction community. Navigating her romantic relationship with Levi opens up new opportunities for intimacy and exploration, but she is not sure she is emotionally prepared to grow up. When she finally agrees to hang out with Levi in his room, she jumps back when his knee brushes her. She tells him a “giant lie” about not knowing what she is scared of. The truth is that she’s scared “that he’[ll] start touching her, and then that they [won’t] stop. She [is] scared that she [isn’t] ready to be that person yet” (369). At the beginning of Part 2, Cath confessed to Levi that she was afraid of getting close to people, lest they reject and abandon her. There, she was talking about emotional closeness. Here, Cath also realizes she has a fear of physical closeness and intimacy, which she believes signifies a coming of age that she is not sure she is prepared for.

Cath’s feeling that one stage of her life is ending and a new, unknown one is beginning is mirrored by Cath’s fanfiction writing as she approaches the end of her novel-length fanfic, Carry On. Her goal is to finish Carry On, which is an “eighth-year fic,” before the author’s eighth-year Simon Snow book is released. She writes for multiple hours every day, missing Levi’s texts and deciding that she’s “not writing” her fiction writing project so she can finish Carry On. While Levi knows Carry On is important to Cath, he is frustrated that she is putting her real life and future aside to finish it. He tells Cath she has “the rest of [her] life to finish” and is “throw[ing] this class away twice” when Professor Piper has given her a second chance (420). Cath sees herself as in a race with the author of the Simon Snow series, Gemma T. Leslie. After the final book is released, Leslie “would get the last word, and that would be it; everything Cath had built in the last two years would become an alternate universe. Officially noncompliant” (420-21). As long as the final book has not been released, Cath sees her fic, with its tens of thousands of fans, as the definitive ending to the Simon Snow series, where characters she loves like Simon and Baz—whom she and her readers identify with—get the happy endings she feels they deserve. Cath thinks that Simon and Baz “need[] her”—in this way, she sees herself as their caretaker, much like she sees herself as the caretaker for her father and Wren.

Her fight with Levi makes her realize that while fanfiction and fandom communities will always have a role in her life, they cannot be her whole life. While she can use fanfiction writing to experiment with different storylines, tropes, and characters, it is neither possible nor her responsibility to control the characters the way she initially hoped to with Carry On. Similarly, she realizes that she can be there to support her father and Wren, but she cannot control their actions or act as their full-time caretaker. In Chapter 1, Cath almost had a “melt down” when Wren wanted to have separate dorm rooms. In Chapter 35, Cath happily takes up Reagan’s offer to room together again. When Wren asks if Cath wants to room together, instead of forsaking Reagan, Cath tells her she has “already told Reagan [she’d] live with her again […] [she] think[s] [she’s] her best girl friend” (416). For the first time, Cath prioritizes herself and her future. She finds a happy medium between being co-dependent with Wren and being distant with her. She asks Wren to “live on [their] floor” (416). This symbolizes the new balance Cath has found, where she can care for her loved ones—real people like Wren and fictional ones like Simon—without being their caretakers. Through Coming of Age and Exploring Identity, Cath has discovered ways to honor the things that are important to her, like fanfiction and her family, while opening herself up to new possibilities and people.

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